Monday, December 21, 2009

Crying,,,,Why?!?!

LOL I tried to come up with a good title. I guess that works for now right?!
I like writing from the center. I dunno I guess I am weird like that. Okay, lets get to the good stuff! I'm probably going to repeat some of the stuff that I have stated in my VLOG today lol. Anyways, This probably wont be anything related to TTC but we will see right?!?

Today...well last night my step daughter had a friend over. Totally cool! I was kinda upset about it though because we had sooo much to do! Baylee had a DR appt *To get her cast off, she broke it a while back* and We had a car appt for an oil change. to top it all off baylee's friends sister *who didn't stay the night* was coming over in between all of this because her mom had a couple errands to do. I was upset about it because I have never met the girl. But she turned out to be a sweetheart. Oh lord I am getting off track. FOCUS TIFF, FOOOOCCCUUSSS!!

K, back to the subject. We were running a little late so will asked me to make them breakfast. i didn't want to make a full blown breakfast because for 1.) I know the little girl* Skye is her name* wouldn't eat it all because she is picky and for 2.) we were running late.
So I made them Cinnamon toast and hash browns. Something quick, easy, and filling *so I thought* I made their plates had them sat down. I go into my bedroom while they were eating...I even poked my head out and asked them if they like it. They both said yes and I was happy. Not even 10 mins later I see them walking around. I know they werent done yet, so I go into the living room to check on them...Not even a dent was made on both of there plates. I was highly pissed because to me that was a good B-Fast. I told will that they werent eating so he goes out there to tell them they weren't hungry. That's when I lost it! I STARTED TO CRY BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T HUNGRY!!! I mean a good reason to cry is because they didn't like it....but because they weren't hungry?!?! Will didn't help either because he said that I didn't take the time to make them a good breakfast...that's why they didn't eat. That kinda burst my little heart lol.

My hormones are all out of whack...usually I would have just brushed it off my shoulders and went on with my day...but it was bothering me all day. I have no clue why. I am 5 DPO and I am scared to death to test, Even though testing day isnt for another week. I am having some tingling feeling on my lower abdomen and my breast itch*Dunno if that's a symptom. I'm trying so hard not to get mine or will's hopes up....BUT LORD do I want this so bad!

Well, I'm gonna wrap it up! I have sooo much to talk about in my next entry! didn't wanna write it in one lol! Love ya all and see ya on the next blog!!!


Sunday, December 20, 2009

My intro!

Thanks ladies so much for wanting to read my blog! Well This will be just a quicky post because today is busy! I'm gonna try and spruce up my blog from time to time! I want you guys to like it and not be bored haha! Anyways...for those who don't know my name is Tiffany and I am 21 years old! My fiance and I have been engaged for almost 2 years! We are ready to get married but we are also not in a hurry! We just bought our own house back in June! We love it! This blog is going to be mainly for TTC and my thoughts and process! Hopefully soon I will be writing pregnancy blogs! We have two beautiful furbabies names George and Georgia! They are both pugs! Love 'em t death lol! I promise I will write more! I just wanted to get my 1st post out of the way haha!! Thanks so much for reading!